C*R*A*P

Cause this is a random post.

Tue very happy

Wed - Thu very unhappy

My mood swings

mistake made. Guilt eaten me from inside. Have to stop the virus from spreading.

I remembered Johnny once told me friendships (esp btw girls) are superficial. Used to argue with him over that, but now... I don't know wat to think

This is truly crap

Choices

Watching unsub episode 11 of Coffee Prince. She is having a hard time deciding whether to tell him she is actually a girl, scared that he will leave her. Longer she decides, longer she has to lie to him. When he knows, he does not understand and walks away.

I may actually write the episodes synopses of this show soon! it is so good.

In life, we always face many choices. We try to make the right one, we dunno what is the right one. We delay our decision making, hoping by delaying we can eventually arrive to an answer. Well delay tactics don't always work. Not making a decision sometimes make things worse. So what?

Someone once shared with me, the difficult part of decision making is not choosing the right decision to make. But it is the action of making a decision. Some decisions in life, once made can never turn back. But things could be worse if we don't make a decision. We end up losing more.

I would say give your decision a serious thought. Once you have decided, don't look back. You can survive the consequences, good or bad.

*Yesterday I had alot of fun doing makeup for the pageant photoshoot. Don't know why, maybe because it has been a while since i can do such colourful eyeshadows on others. Do you know the eyes are usually the focus of makeup. Just on the eye, we use eyebrow pencil, eye shadow, eye liner, mascara. so fun!

A Large Gaping Hole in the Heart

I fill my hole with my dreams, hope and love. Love for my parents, my siblings and my friends.

*sounds abit cliched. hee, but true! I don't like to leave the hole open for whistling noise. >.<*

Pasta de Waraku

Met up with christine at Pasta de Waraku. it's been a while since I've seen the girl and I really appreciate just sitting down with a girlfriend updating each other's lives. We talked about everything that matters; careers, boys, friendships, etc. So many similarities between us yet we are really quite different in many ways. I don't know why I can click with her so well, maybe just because we are damn straightforward people who are perceived by tactless by many. The place was not conducive for a deep thinking convo because there is quite a packed restaurant with many queuing outside. Food was not bad, i've always love pasta. But more than anything the company was great. So reluctant to leave the place really, but I've gotta head back to class.

Sorry babe, we did not get to sit by the river and talk even more. Appreciate you being honest about your opinions. There's nothing better than truth. I hate being lied to.

Pictures will be posted!

Call me silly but I like this picture