Saturday, November 25, 2006

the EX-factor

It all started with a "hi, how have you been?" which escalate into him replying "yea, just leave me alone"

I'll be more than happy to. I don't need new distractions in my life. I'm just sad that things have to be this way and he can't see this option as a better way for both of us. Should I say he is less mature than me or is he just being who he is? I do not deny the fact that I was probably not the best girlfriend around, neither was I very interested in his ARMY life. Not that I can't go thru hardships with him, it is just that through this so-called hardships of his, not once he spared a thought about our future or me. I find that the saddest truth of all. That's why I made the decision to put an end to a three-year relationship. I don't believe in stability, I believe in things only getting better or worse. Only he is deceiving himself that the relationship was alright when it was filled with unseen, uncared for problems. We were not growing together anymore. It was separate ways, separate mindsets and neither want to give way.

So it is for the best we parted ways. Maybe he'll never be my friend again, maybe one day we can look back and laugh at it. but in the meantime it will take time for wounds to heal.

Goodbye Sean.

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