Sunday, October 23, 2005

Envy, one of the greatest sin

i'm poisoned by envy. i envy that she can afford an ipod nano. i envy that she's thinner. i envy that she has her boyfriend calling her. my degree of envy varies, but material things are always what i envy others for having. I'm not poor, i'm not rich either. I seek riches in life, does that makes me shallow?

at the same time, i stopped myself from thinking these material things. I told myself I have a great complete family, a new house, the freedom to do almost anything i want, a boy in my life who loves me, friends who want to spend time and money for me. these are all the riches one need in their lives.

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